The Fault In Our Stars

So I'm done reading (as in actually reading) John Green's The Fault In Our Stars and it's too depressing & tear-jerking & tragic a love story! I couldn't contain my emotions I looked stupid, tears falling at almost every flip of a page. :)) It's too sad I don't want to read a book of this kind again. Not to spoil or anything, but the death of * was so painful it felt like I just broke up with a boyfriend! HAHA oa. Pero, seriously :( oh, well.. that's the thing about pain. It demands to be felt. For without pain, we couldn't know joy. Ay wooow. Hugot! =)) lol that's to quote John Green. Here's another quotation that I particularly liked from the book: 'it's embarrassing that we all just walk through life blindly accepting that scrambled eggs are fundamentally associated with mornings.' Yes.. cos I admire deviance. I look up to people who are not afraid to be themselves, like they have their own mind & the confidence to stand by their own principles in life. People who don't simply go with the flow and conform to the norms of this society. People who are not afraid to be 'different.' That's really sexy. :D I guess that explains why I'm here blogging despite the hell week while pretty much all of my schoolmates are studying and getting ready for finals.. because I'm lazy. Joke! Not joke. Okay I shall study. One week to go before this sem ends! Mixed feels but more on sad, I guess. I think this is the first time that I will ever be sad about the ending of classes, the feeling's now foreign. The last time I felt this way was back in high school, specifically fourth year. I'm usually just happy whenever sem ends cos I have nothing or no one to miss about school. But this time I swear I'm going to miss people, knowing we won't be classmates again next sem.. woah overly attached classmate! HAHAHA okay. I've already had enough drama c/o The Fault In Our Stars. Okay I'll end here. Okay.

Disclaimer: Photo not mine. Credit goes to the owner. :D

Love love,

Tala :]

Now Showing: The Conjuring

Sabi ko 'di ako manunuod ng The Conjuring. Kahit inaakit pako ng friends ko. Not because I'm scared. Me? Scared? Duh. :p kidding aside, I thought I don't want to watch it 'cos it's too mainstream. Okay, I'm not saying I have anything against mainstream, calm down guys. It's just that The Conjuring-related posts are almost EVERYWHERE on the social media. Is it really that good to get too much attention? Call me skeptical or what, but I'm thinking it's yet another capitalists' 'marketing strategy' that I don't wanna bite. Dati nauso iyong bibili ng ginituang ice cream aka Selecta Magnum sabay post ng picture sa Instagram, Facebook, etc etc. It got a lot of people into purchasing overpriced ice cream that others claim to be but a glorified Pinipig which is about five times cheaper compared to Magnum. So was it worth my fifty pesos? Let's just say I did not buy ginituang ice cream from my own money, thanks to my daddy. =)) and I'm not gonna buy another of it from my own pocket 'cos I'm poor and there are things that are more worthy of my fifty pesos. Another recent hype is Mcdo's McSpicy. Left and right people kept on posting McSpicy pics, saying nice things about it, telling how good it is..and I personally find it effective 'cos I got lured into buying McSpicy myself. =)) PG ba! In the context of the social media age, if you want something to click, aside from the use of conventional tvc, make your product 'trend' on the top social networking sites. I liked McSpicy, btw. :p worth ittt. :)
Obviously, I did watch The Conjuring though I said I won't. :p haha! Call me pacool, kupal or whatever but it really is overrated. Nakakagulat pero 'di naman exagge sa takot!! Kaasar pa 'yong mga nagpopost ng banned daw The Conjuring after two days na showing. May sinapian daw kase habang nanunuod ng The Conjuring sa cinema. May proof ba? May article ba about it? Sneak preview lang naman pala August 12-13 showing. Sasabihin niyo banned. Tsk tsk. From what I read it will be on the cinema tomorrow, Aug. 21. Hmm. Kanina kaming 4 nanuod sa bahay nila Ate Paye, Sis Maymay, Kuya Ron for free. Half na kami sa movie. Biglang sabi ni Ate break nga muna. Bili muna tayong snacks. Bumili sila Ate Paye & Kuya Ron sa labas. Pumasok nako sa kwarto nag check ng Twitter. Dahil turtle mode na naman connection namin, wala lang, napatingin lang ako sa time...

O.O 3:07 PM. shiiit. Takbo ako sa sala. Sigaw pako ng sigaw. Tinatawag ko na si Sis Maymay. Hinde ko pa siya makita kase nag off kami ng ilaw. Wth=)) (pero syempre may screencap pa talaga for this blog's sake..haha). I swear nag panic talaga ko sa 3:07 na time. Imagine there are 1440minutes in a day! What's the probability of a clock striking at 3:07. Ano ba naman 'yong 2 out of 1440 (correct me if I'm wrong..mathematically challenged e:)))! Sakto pa sa panonood ko ng The Conjuring. Sakto pa sa 3:07. Srsly (Ohhh.. hinde pala natakot ah. Haha!). Anyway as I have said it's just okay. Depends on your taste. Whether something's good or not is highly subjective and may vary from one person to another. Will I watch it again? Of course...not. Ayoko nga=)) Gugulatin ko pa sarili ko. Will I recommend it? Watch it on the cinema if you're rich and you have more than enough money to waste. If not, then there are cheaper, more economic ways to watch movies. You know what it is! :)

Love love,
Tala :]

What I've been up to..

August 12
Slept late. For more info, see previous post -> Virtual diary :)

August 13 (Tuesday)
Wasn't able to finish my matrix for Polsci199. Haggard. I had to do it inside the bus, during Chem, while typing notes in Econ, in the main lib just before Polsci199 class..you get the idea. Good thing Bea reminded me that the matrix wasn't due yet. So I still have until Thursday to cram. So yey :) Hmm. Although I got a low mark on our long exam in Econ (1pt shorter than my target grade to get a TRES in ave.), it's okay. At least I passed this time. I swear I'M GONNA PASS ECON190.2!!! Or not. HAHAH=)) I did my Anthro report when I got home at night. Too tired from all the cramming so I took a nap...a very long naaaap:))

August 14 (Wednesday)
Woke at 2am. Read my part for the report..fell asleep again. Absent si Bianx sa PI. Bored na'ko. So I just focused on listening to my prof 'cos he said we'll have our exam next meeting. Shocks. Spent my 4.5-hr break doing ppt and reading my report at the main lib then meeting my groupmates at AS lobby before Anthro. Our group won in a game wherein you have to come up with an evil plot to kill a specific victim (from low to high risk victims). I must say my groupmate will make a good offender. Haha. Prize: CHOCOLATES!!! HA! I'm so lucky with my groupmates :D then our turn to report..I was so nervous (?) I looked like I would die any moment. I have this irrational fear of public speaking..I don't even remember since when but it got worse during fourth year high school, I guess. That is why I hate to report in class or speak in front of a crowd. I get so cold, my heart palpipates like crazy, my voice shaky and it's difficult to breathe! I suspect it's a phobia. So you can imagine how relieved I got when the report was over..then gossip girls mode with my groupmates after class. Haha! It was soo fuuun. :) BENTA NILA=)) We stood by the gate after class and next thing we know it's already 7pm. Haha! We thought SC was missing out on a lot because she already left. Really happy to be a part of their group, thanks to my prof! At home I went on cramming the rest of the journal articles. Ang damiiiii.

August 15 (Thursday)
Still cramming like forever... pagod na talaga ko. Sobrang crap na ng output ko. My prof told us our review of related lit. will define if she's gonna ask us to drop or not. That's due Tuesday next week. I can't afford to be lazy and irresponsible again..or else hello Polsci199 next semester! Again. With all the time, sleepless nights and stress I have already invested I don't want that to happen. Went to church after class, ate dinner when I got home and skimmed through our PI syllabus. I was so sleepy. 'Di ko na talaga kinakaya magpuyat + byahe + aral. Sana talaga nagdorm na'ko. Hmm. So I set my alarm at 1am and slept by 10pm.. and woke up at 5am! shit O_O I didn't study nor did I do my reaction paper. Pa'no na toh.

August 16 (Friday)
So I was doomed. But life must go on huh labo :)) I wrote my paper and left home at 7:30am. 1hr left (class at 8:30am). Paniiiic mode. I rode a cab (70pesos each HUHU ang mahal grr) then made it to school before 9am. Wahaha, lucky talaga! Wala naman usually cab doon. 'Di ko alam bat that time meron :D The moment I saw the questionnaire I was so thankful that I just slept the whole night. Ang hirap. Fill in the blanks. As in if you haven't been actually reading the works of Rizal you won't be able to answer. Ako last nagpasa. Bilis matapos ni Bianx. Feeling ko talaga nadalian 'yon. Haha! Nahihiya lang saken kasi hirap na hirap na'ko! Walked with Bianx to CS to get my allowance (from the atm). Went to Caloocan to get clothes to donate for our org's event. Missed my lola so much! So happy to see her agaaaain! Back to UP to submit old clothes. Not mine. Haha those were my cousin's. Mcdo Philcoa to meet Cess fresh from UPLB. Went to my faw Rosalie's. Planned a group study and ended up watching a movie, eating dinner, taking pics..and studying for a maximum of 10 minutes. Haha! We needed to go home 'cos it's late so we didn't really study. Happy day :)

August 17 TODAY
Too. Much. Homework. I haven't done anything productive yet. I'll study in Anthro laterrrr. :) will cook dinner then study. Sige. Anthro na talaga. Bye :D

Love love,
Tala :]

Virtual diary

..I think that describes this blog--it's a virtual diary. For all I know, a blog is supposed to contain stuff most people can actually relate to..like there must be one topic/subject and posts must be related to the chosen theme, e.g. food, fashion, hair, music, games, art, photography, etc etc. In my case, I always try to update this from time to time it's like a record of what's happening to me during the day..and the night. So is this already a blog?! I don't know. Haha! But sure you can consider this my virtual diary :)

As of now, it's 4:44 PM. Naiinis ako. Not sure if it's Senioritis but I really cannot drag myself into doing anything acad-related. I'm so lazy I'm at my worst. I hate myself I hate everyone I hate the world!!!! (Ang OAAAA :p) Tomorrow I have something to submit for Polsc199.. I haven't even started anything but I'm already quitting! Ayoko na talaga mag review ng journal articles. Grr. Hirap kumilos pag 'di mo gusto 'yong ginagawa mo. Ang hirap. I already want to end my suffering but I'm not doing my job to graduate the soonest hayz. Sabi na ni Allen mas maganda mag-thesis ng second sem. Sana nakinig nalang ako. Bakit pa kasi na-excite ako maubos Polsc subjects ko? One sem lang naman pagitan? Simula palang kasi anticipated ko nang babagsak ako sa Polsc199. Kaya gusto ko first sem para may chance pa ng second sem. Kung simula palang second sem ko na tinake tas gagawin ko na best ko dahil last na 'yon. Sana 'di na'ko naghihirap ngayon. Haaay, mabait pa naman prof ko doon. Matutulog nalang ako. Really not in the mood. Sana feel ko na mag-thesis. Kailan pa kaya? Lifeeee.

10:59 PM - Just woke up. Dinner muna tapos Polsci199 homework na. Shocks. 15 journal articles pa 'yon. Matatapos ko pa kaya 'yon. 'Wag sana ko makakatulog. Or else..deads. I also have to do my report for Anthro..what am I doing with my life. Woh!

Love love,
Tala :]

Happiness Is Not A Destiny, It’s A Choice

Cliche, indeed. True, could be. I don’t know. People say we should cheer up, even in times of distress; think positive, no matter how difficult the situation is; stop thinking too much, we are only creating problem that’s not even there; and believe that, after all, everything’s gonna be all right.

Easier said than done, I say perhaps I’m only trying to quote God-knows-who but basically you get the idea. How can you cheer up when you can’t find a reason to be okay? How can you not think about something that is awfully significant in your life or should I say someone hahahaha? How can you smile when your heart is shattered and all that? I mean, really.

Whenever I feel down, it is not in my vocabulary to pretend to be strong and act like everything’s fine. I cry when I’m hurt, I say it when I’m jealous, I show it when I’m sad, I curse when I’m mad. Chos! Hehe I don’t curse. But seriously I don’t want to fake smiles; to me it is more dramatic and so tear-jerking I could win an Oscar. I’d rather tell the world how miserable I am and lock myself in the room for a week because I want to be alone while I drown myself in tears— and yeah win FAMAS award at least. It’s so hard to “choose” to be happy in the midst of heartache, that’s bovine ordure (unless you are one heartless jellyfish, right?)!

Okay, sure, that has always been my perspective ever since whenever I’m going through things. But I guess, sometimes, there is nothing wrong with trying to be someone you are not, yes? Maybe it’s about time I betray my profound love for pessimism. By all means I’m giving it a try. Dear happiness…

 I choose you :”> hahahaha ansaveh

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August last year's feels directly lifted from my old blog. What's with August? Why do I get the same old, feels every time? Fast forward to September please!

Love love,
Tala :]

Oxygen pls!

*breathe in* *breathe out* *breathe in* Aaaahhh! HAHA can't believe Brenan Espartinez replied to me on Skype!!! Crush ko since first yr or second yr HS? Hmmm I think it was my 18th birthday when he greeted me on Twitter (@jongetzz). It was one of my most memorable birthdays ever because Brenan himself wished me a happy birthday. Hihihi! Too bad I deactivated that account and it got deleted for real. Sayang talaga. I'm really in love with Brenan's voice. I still cannot get over with his singing and dancing of Burn-Usher. Kaya kahit hey there lang yan. Feeling ko kumpleto na one year ko, perfect! <3

Love love,
Tala :]

July so far

It's been a week since I last posted here. Here's a recap of what happened to me this week..

July 8- Monday. I did my Polsci199 homework. That's all I can remember. Haha! Nothing special..

July 9- Tuesday. Still cramming bibliographies for Polsci199. After class, I went to SMF and stayed there til 9pm. Had to study alone without my cousin. Sad.

July 10- Wednesday. Happy day! Tawa lang ako ng tawa during PI100 class. Kulet ni sir! Hehe. Pero mas makulet naman seatmate ko (Bianx)! Also we had our recit in my Anthro198 class.. when it was my turn to recite, I wasn't nervous at all, knowing what he would ask could be found on my readings. Then! He asked me a question that couldn't be found on the rdg. Paniiiic mode. In short I wasn't able to answer. But he did not get mad or what :) what he got mad for was when I did not follow the format for our first exer. That's because I'm not active on Facebook anymore so I wasn't able to check our fb grp. I got a low mark on our first exer. Sabi pa ni sir, pag di namin kaya mag profile ng normal people, pano pa kami mag profile ng criminals? Right?

July 11- Thursday. Haggard day! We had our quiz in Chem and I got another yucky grade! I wasn't listening to my Prof cos I was studying for Econ. Hate it. Come the Econ exam. shit. Ano toh? Feeling ko zero ako dun. I thought I should've listened to my Chem Prof's lecture rather than studied for Econ. But really, I shouldn't have crammed in the first place. Then our Prof returned our second exer in Polsc199.. yucky grade na naman. Ahhh. Lahat nalang. Kelan kaya gaganda grades ko? After class, I got to buy our book Rizal: Makabayan at Martir at the UP Press (near College of Arki) for 300pesos only! Finally!

July 12- Happy day! 1 lang subject ko every Fri eh:)) after class I walked to CS with Bianx. STS class niya dun. Tas binigyan nya pako Chocovron. Saraaap! Hehe. Fave ko yun. I can eat one pack of it in one sitting. Then I got really hungry but I don't have money.. So get how will I eat breakfast? Sira pa yong ATM sa FC. Argh. That's why I  had to walk to SC. Withdraw. Rode jeep. Nagkita pa kami ni George (HS classmate)! Bago na hair niya. Mas bagay kase di na sya long hair. Charge ng phone sa AS lobby. Then I went jogging around the acad oval. That was my second time (the first time was with my mom :]). Soundtrip with Bianx sa tambs. Meeting with Allen, Anna etc at IBA tambs. Met up with my cousin at Iskomai. Went to SMF again. Tambay til 8pm. Picture picture. Here's our pics.. Hehe.

Serious XD

Happy face!

                           

Pilit smile XD

                                 

Di namin pinag-usapan pose namin dyan. Promise. But because we're like sisters, we also start to think alike. Hehe. Cheesy! Then I bought my sister's fave Caesar Salad for pasalubong cos she's still sick.

July 13- Saturday. Stayed at home :(

July 14- Today. It's Allen and Ivan's birthday! Woo! Happy birthday guys! :))

And today I'll just go over my reading assignments. Go to church later. Here's my todo list:

[x] read Ch. 3, Ch. 4 and Inside the Criminal Brain for Anthro198

[ ] do exer in Anthro167

[ ] make 15 biblio entries for Polsc199

[ ] read for PI100

Ang dami. I don't think I can finish everything today. But I have to. Tas nag reactivate na rin ako ng Facebook and Twitter. I had to. But I'll deactivate them again cos I was able to do everything I needed to do with them. What else? Hmm. I'm currently reading Selection by Kiera Cass. I have just started with the book. So far so good. Hehe. Imagine your usual cheesy fairytale and that's basically the plot.Okay that's all for now. I will eat then read for Anthro. Gtg!

Love love,

Tala :]

Eye (have a) problem

Had to have my eyes checked cos I often get dizzy and found out my eyes got worse! +100 +100 na grado HUHU. I'm so sad. Why eyes why :( #rise #effect

That's the caption of the photo that I posted yesterday on Instagram. My sister and I went to Executive Optical to get me a new specs. I have not worn mine for about four months because I don't want to wear one plus I have no idea where the left lens of my yellow glasses has gone. But recently, I have been feeling the symptoms of my astigmatism most esp. dizziness. I couldn't tolerate it anymore so we went to EO but their doctor wasn't there because it was already 8pm so I only bought the frame first and had an eye checkup using a machine.. I don't know what that machine with hot air balloon or a house in the middle of a desert thingie is called but it made me so depressed lol. According to that machine, as what's written at the top of this post, I have an eye grade of +100, left and right. Last time I posted a photo on Facebook, I said that I was so happy cos my eyeglasses' grade went down to +0 +25. Now, it went up to +100 +100?! You gotta be kidding me lol. But I just had to accept the sad fact and went home with an ultra broken heart. It was really a bad day for me. When we went to EO this afternoon, I got my glasses (this time with lens) but my doctor said that I must be tired the previous night that's why the machine read +100 +100. She added that our eyes are more tense at night.. thus the exagge reading! But my actual eye grade is still +25 +25 (wait.. I'm not sure haha)! This made my day! Huhu I promise not to read inside the bus or while lying down or spend too much time on the computer. I promise to love and take care of you with my whole heart, dear eyes.

Say hello to Lola Tala XD

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Good morning! Kakagising ko lang ngayon. I'm having the convenient breakfast (cereals) at the moment because my sister's sleeping and I'm really hungry! Let's eat?

                                

Anyway it's Saturday that's why I have no classes. Today, I won't have to worry about being a zombie walking around the campus. Happy face talaga ko twing no classes. Pero happy naman ako sa school ha, kahapon nga tawa ako ng tawa. Nung morning nalungkot ako ng 1.2% kase akala ko absent si Bianx. Kung kelan Friday pa naman. Naisip ko nung una late lang. Kaya lingon ako ng lingon sa likod pero wala talaga. Around 9am na yon kaya naisip ko absent na nga, di ko pa masend text ko asking her why she's ditching PI100. Pero walang signal sa room kaya fail. Mga matatapos na ata class bigla nalang may tumalsik na takip ng Gtec sa left side ko. Nasa row 3 [or 4?] ako tas nasa 2nd row yong takip ng Gtec. Kaya naiisip ko pupulutin ko kaya lang lumagpas saken, NEVER MIND =)) pinulot ni Bianx yong takip kase sa ballpen nya pala yon! Todo smile pa siya sa ateng tumulong pumulot sa kanya. Akala ko friends talaga sila, hinde pala! Hahaha ang kulet hinagis nya lang pala takip ng ballpen nya para lumingon ako kase nagtetext pala sya. Di ko lang narereceive kase wala ako signal. Kaya lang fail kase lumagpas saken ung pagkahagis nya kaya di ko na masyado pinansin. Next time isakto mo naman! Hahaha! After class magkasama na kami pero pupunta pa siyang STS, ako wala nang class. Magkasama kami maglakad ng onti away from Palma Hall. Sabi niya hanap daw sya ng hanap di niya ko makita sa class, buti nalang nahanap niya yong magulo buhok! Ako pala ung magulo buhok at mukhang di naliligo. Basta tawang tawa ako kung ano-ano pinagsasabe niya. Maya-maya sabi niya ano ba yan tumatalsik pa laway mo. Di ako sure kung joke niya na naman to or seryoso. Nag sorry nako tas di ko pa rin mapigil kakatawa. Hahahaha! Pero bigla naman ako natapilok! Wthhh? Ang faaail db, kung kelan ka nagpapaka-girl saka ka matatapilok ng ganun. Nakakahiya talaga. Pero dahil true friend si Bianx syempre tinawanan niya pako. Natapilok na nga ako. Ayon naghiwalay na kami =)) Walked my way to CASAA to eat breakfast cos I got up late that morning. I was to order food when I read my cousin's text. She's at UP daw. Asan na raw ako? Rereplyan ko na si Kuku nang biglang.. Battery empty! Takbo ako ng mabilis para magcharge ng phone sa main lib. Ayon may kaharap pako na girl sa table, eh hinde ko talaga napigil tawa ko. As in may tunog. Ang kulet ng text ng pinsan ko! Muka nakong baliw dun sa main lib, grrr. Kumaen kami ng favorite siomai ko sa Area 2, saraaap! Hehe. Pero maaga pa yon, 12 palang yon kaya tambay muna kami sa SM Fairview [I just hope my Tita won't be able to read this! Haha]. Hanggang 5pm nasa SMF pa kami, nag Hannibal marathon buong magdamag. Pero tatlong frappe lang naman nabili namin. Basta nag-enjoy talaga ko manuod ng series with Kuku Crunch. Went to Redwoods then watched Must Be Love. 

Pareho pa kami ng damit ni Tita Baby [Must Be Love]. Meh XD

I love my pakner in crime Kuku Crunch ^^

Ayon gabi nako umuwi. Pagod nako kaya bagsak agad. I have a long exam this coming week so I'll just review at home today. I hope to get a perfect mark! Lol joke!

Time for Econ! :)

Love love,

Tala :]

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You know what? Hmmm I can never rely on my decision-making.. because more often than not, it's only generally guided by my emotions or how I feel at A CERTAIN INSTANT. Let's just say that once I make a decision, it's never final. I am so passive even choosing what to have for lunch can take me yonks before I pick. Ironically, I can also be so impulsive what I consider my happiness, I run away from it. It takes a few minutes (or days or even months) before I realize what mess I just made. Like, what, did I really just say/do that?!?! Really.. Then I'll be left bombarded with so many whys I simply cannot stop my brain from thinking that I sometimes wish it also has a shut down function similar to a computer.  Something so irrational, I might consider rational and what could be rational, I might think it's irrational. Is it just me or am I really weird?

Love love,
Tala :]

Dear Reader,

I write in English. But I'm not a spokening dollar. 'Di rin naman ako maarte. My mother tongue is Filipino. I am 100% Pinoy (and I'm proud of it)! I just feel like I need to write in English so that more people could relate to what I'm talking about here.

Love,
Tala :]

Why take a lot of "selfie"?

Tonight, I just want to make a short entry on how much I appreciate photography blogs. It's always fascinating how a simple four-sided  photograph can instantly make me fall in love. Some photographers are so good they can evoke mixed up emotions outta me through pieces of their static crafts. This is why I always try to return to such blogs whenever I get the chance.

I also dream of capturing peculiar yet meaningful photographs one day. For now, I try to live this desire by taking random snapshots using my low quality phone camera and an editing application I downloaded from App Store. Sometimes, quality is ridiculously low though that I simply satisfy myself with looking at other people's masterpiece while I only end up taking lots of selfies.

Love,
Tala :]

Something B1G

Don't get me wrong okay, I'm no jeje girl. Or at least not anymore. Hehe. So what's with the title Something B1G? It is the first of July and I just made a big decision; it's like new month, new life for me. My daily routine typically revolves around playing video games, watching movies, going to school (or studying if you will) and most of all surfing the internet doing nothing but stare and switch tabs among Facebook, Twitter, Instagram and Tumblr which consumes about 40% of my day and eats up the biggest portion of my time. That's to give you an idea how big it is for me that, today, I finally decided to have my Facebook and Twitter accounts deactivated. It's like taking away 40% of my daily routine and now I don't know where to go and what to do.

Actually, this is not my first time to do such. But whenever I deactivate my account, I only deactivate either Facebook OR Twitter. This time, I deactivated the aforementioned accounts simultaneously. Well let's just say that I realized how much I have been neglecting most of the things that really matter, acads in particular. On another note, I have been wasting so much time mooning over about what's already in the past when I'm supposed to be getting my nose off certain people's lives. Not that I should forget about them, they're already a part of my life and I cannot do anything about it. When I love and care about someone, it's always deep and true. I'm not the type who eventually forgets people who made me feel happy and special once in my life. Never. So the least that I could do now is to stay away from the things that can provoke my overly attached self lol. Hence, deactivating what I consider my very significant accounts, hihi. Call me emotional or sentimental or whatever, that's just how I am. I even have a collection of razor blades inside my closet.

..Now you know what led me to updating this blog again. Peace! Mind you, I have even customized this blog for at least 6 hours.. still not satisfied. How I wish I'm also this persistent when it comes to more important things in life like writing academic papers.. or dealing with you. Joke! Anyway, it's just a couple of hours ago and I'm already missing Twitter and Facebook, esp the people I'm usually interacting with. I really hope to get used to this kind of life soon. Besides, this is only temporary. I still intend to get back to social networking sites once I'm finally done with my responsibilities. I shall return.

I still have so much to do and I don't know how to finish them in time. I'm so overwhelmed there's just too much to be done for tomorrow. In college, you don't simply have to review everything at home and practice, instead you will have to learn almost everything by yourself and that's what makes it difficult. Haaay, college life is really different. It's like 10x more challenging than high school and I will never get used to this!

Love love,
Tala :]

Naiiyak akoooo!

Lungkot na lungkot ako tonight. Wala kaming AKTV at cable kaya sa TV5 lang ako nakakanuod ng PBA Finals 2013. Inaagaw na ni ate ko 'yong tv kasi manunuod na raw siyang GGV. Pero syempre finals na 'to, kailangan ipaglaban ko na karapatan ko. Maya-maya sabi ng ate ko na nag post na raw sa Facebook classmate niya, panalo na raw Ginebra! Hihi sure win na kaya lipat na raw namin sa GGV pero ayaw ko pa rin, gusto ko panoorin ko silang manalo, hehehe. Pero nagtataka na ako pagdating sa 4th Quarter, lamang na Alaska sabay six minutes nalang? Pa'no na mangyayareng panalo Ginebra. Lol, napansin ko nalang na LIVE pala telecast sa channel 5. Nakakainis ate ko. Grabe pinaasa ako!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Huhuhu. Sobrang hurt ako nung pinakitang nakayuko lahat ng Ginkings, esp si Jayjay Helterbrand. Hayyy, pero nag ":-bd" sign pa siya like a man, yeah boi! Habang ako naiiyak na ko sa pagkatalo ng Ginkings, si ate todo cheer pa sa Alaska. Oo na, panalo na nga chinicheer pa, woh! Panis na gatas naman kayo, behlaaaatt! Basta Ginkings pa rin ako, congratulations for making it to the finals! >:D< Congrats Alaska Aces, huhu sweep.

Insurgent

My day went pretty well today, thanks to Janette and Jordy. First off, I took my PE exam in the morning for about five minutes lol. I figured I didn't want to think too hard for the answers that I know would never come. But the exam was just okay, I mean, I'm sure my score won't be high but certainly I will pass that quiz..OR NOT hahaha I don't know. Anyway, after that quiz I headed to Trinoma together with Jordy and Janette (PE classmates) in search for a book called Insurgent. After a couple of hours walking around, eating out (trivia: it was my first time to eat at Wendy's as far as I know) and getting lost in Trinoma and SM North, we ended up going back to UP without luck. Insurgent sure is playing hard-to-get! I went straight to Econ library to - you guessed it right - sleep. I think I have only spent a good fifty five minutes studying when I finally decided to go home. But before that, I still tried my luck and checked with National Bookstore Robinson's Nova if they have the second installment of Divergent and to my delight, they have it! Hurrah!!! So I hastily went home (this time for real) because I'm just too excited to read my new book. I hope that Insurgent will be worth my long walks, sweat and money hihihi. But before anything else, first I finished writing my REVIEWER for a major on a manila paper. Hahaha oa much! La lang. For a change! Anyhoo, finally... it's time for Insurgent!

Love,
Tala :)

Summer hair

Had a new haircut yesterday at SM Fairview!! Straight cut plus full bangs, what do you think? Haha! My cousin and sister are teasing me because of my bangs -____- lol!

Right this moment I'm so disappointed. Because we are going to miss my cousin's first ever fashion show at SM Sta. Mesa which I have anticipated for like a month! Diba ang tagal ko 'yun inexpect. In the end hindi rin ako makakanood!!! Haaay, sobrang lungkot ko ngayon gusto ko talaga mapanood 'yung pinsan ko. Wala naman akong makasama hindi pa naman ako marunong pumuntang siyudad. Argh. Si Ate Paye dapat kasama ko doon obvious namang tinatamad siya. Ang dami pang reasons. Sana lang alam niya kung gano ko gusto manuod tapos tatamarin lang siya samahan ako. Sick daw kasi si Raf (our baby shih tzu) kaya walang mag-aalaga. :< SORRY KUKU! :<